I’ve Been Holding Out

Last week I had a CT but didn’t get the results until today. However, I’ve been holding out on you. I also visited my eye doctor.

With tears in her eyes she showed us (Jen and I) the scans. No fluid, no cancer. Whoa!

It was hard to not extrapolate that to mean the remaining cancer could have been similarly affected. It was hard to not tell everyone the good news, but I didn’t want to have to temper that a week later with a more sobering report.

NO SUCH PROBLEM!!!

My oncologist’s exact words today were “I couldn’t be any happier with the results.”

According to their metrics, the regression was 1.3% away from being considered a “major” change. This seemed to be slightly unexpected, and very much celebrated by the team.

They will never tell you what outcomes they expect other than generalities and ranges because everyone is different. Nor will they say what more I can surmise from this progress. But, they did confess, it wouldn’t be unrealistic for me to see a continuation of this regression.

I’ll take it.

The crappy stuff, the incredibly awful mouth sores, will be treated with a steroid rinse. It’ll be a while before I can tell if that helps. Of course that cure has its own side effect too-candida. Not great, but a yeast infection in my mouth versus open sores, is a no brainer.

Overall, the last few weeks have been going very well. I’ve had energy and been able to do everything I wanted with minimal side-effect interference.

It was the mouth sore that finally put a damper on my appetite and sense of taste. Only the unpredictable diarrhea is the true buzz kill.

As will always be the case, the end of week two/beginning of week three in the cycle will bring a drop in my WBC, platelets, and energy. Today is day twenty two so my levels should start to go up over the next week.

And so you know I’m not all talk, once I got permission, I got my flu shot.

Next CT is the day before Thanksgiving. I have a lot to be thankful for this year. Besides the obvious pharmaceuticals, it is you all that I’m most grateful for.

You have kept me laughing, cried with me, hugged me, worried about me, made terrible jokes, and spent many hours driving me to and fro.

I love you all.

Lynne

Comments

  1. Sharon Fradette says

    Go girl! You rock! Keep it up. Such good news.

  2. Truly happy happy tears of joy!!!

  3. Happy tears . . . . Amazing news! I’m still praying.

  4. Rebecca Morrissey says

    You had me crying happy tears for you at the first mention of the word regression!

  5. I STILL haven’t stopped smiling. Reading this in print was just as good as hearing it and writing it. You are amazing. XOXOXOXO!

  6. Kayla Danehy says

    Are you fucking kidding me! I am sobbing like a baby with happy tears and I’ve shed a few so what the heck….here’s to a few more!!!

  7. Lisa Shields says

    You amazing bad ass wench!

    Kicking it!

  8. Wow….you and your fighting body are amazing. So happy you got good news

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